Friday, November 20, 2009
These week has been terrible. I didn't attend class again on Wednesday. Not because I didn't want to, because my hp just switched off without me knowing so I woke up late. It wasn't worth it to go to school anyway. I went to PP to play pool as usual. So, Thursday was training. I slept for like only 2 hours and I was very awake for the whole damn day. How amazing is that and I wasn't on caffeine. Training is turning out very bad nowadays. I can't play at there apparently, I get damn paranoid when I can't pot in, people there are annoying me. I don't think I deserve to play pool. Probably when you know that you have to learn it and you don't get it makes you feel like shit. The thing is I can't even hold my damn cue properly. Then G fetched me from training and we went for supper with H at Simpang. I think I keep doing the wrong things until I'm just so sick of doing everything.
School was alright today. I wanted to partial myself due to the lack of sleep but I persevered because I know that if I continue my G.P.A would be bad. I can't seem to stand some people in my class. I just don't think the way they talk and they act is right but what to do... Oh oh, charity today! With candy floss. Louisa and Manfred for lunch, totally enjoyed ourselves like crazy. Met F after school for dinner at Siglap. Both of us had sore throat so we ate Teochew Porridge. He came over and yeah things happened. I can't help but I got no choice. I really have to tell him that I'm not a pushover. I'm tired of getting hurt. I have too many problems in life that I have not settle yet. I miss the old good times man when money was never an issue. Hopefully tomorrow everything would be fine.
Stanley and I. The balloon flowers that caused 6 bucks.
ACCEPTANCE 11:05 PM
